i miss u~~

i have no where to express my feeling

here is the only place

insomnia again

im having insomnia every night since the day we br0ke up

i d0nt know why

i thought im the type which easy c0me easy go 

i used to be

but when its c0me to y0u

i really d0nt understand why

izzit really like what they said

"the one u cant hold is the one u l0ve the m0st"

perhaps is true

i miss u

no matter what im d0ing

u are in my mind

i talk to my friends

they cheers me up

i do laugh

but

its hurt inside
i miss u
i tried t0 put my eye on an0ther guy
the one that tried t0 attract me
we d0 chat
we d0 hang out
i know im bad
im making use of him to f0rget u
but
i cant
im still missing u even he is in fr0nt of me

until t0day

im still thinking

what w0uld we be?

 if i didnt make u hot

 if i never say those thing out

if u can forget what i said

 if i can go back to the past

we are still sweet c0uple

i miss u

h0nestly

im still waiting

waiting for s0meday maybe u will miss me

waiting for s0meday that u find out that u need me

waiting for u to tell me that u're still loving me

i h0pe i still have a chance to say

"i will hold u tight and never let go u anym0re"

will my wish c0me true

i know its impossible

but

im still waiting

im still h0ping

dear i miss y0u~