Monday, December 5, 2011

i miss u~~

i have no where to express my feeling
here is the only place
insomnia again
im having insomnia every night since the day we br0ke up
i d0nt know why
i thought im the type which easy c0me easy go 
i used to be
but when its c0me to y0u
i really d0nt understand why
izzit really like what they said
"the one u cant hold is the one u l0ve the m0st"
perhaps is true
i miss u
no matter what im d0ing
u are in my mind
i talk to my friends
they cheers me up
i do laugh
but
its hurt inside
i miss u
i tried t0 put my eye on an0ther guy
the one that tried t0 attract me
we d0 chat
we d0 hang out
i know im bad
im making use of him to f0rget u
but
i cant
im still missing u even he is in fr0nt of me
until t0day
im still thinking
what w0uld we be?
 if i didnt make u hot
 if i never say those thing out
if u can forget what i said
 if i can go back to the past
we are still sweet c0uple
i miss u
h0nestly
im still waiting
waiting for s0meday maybe u will miss me
waiting for s0meday that u find out that u need me
waiting for u to tell me that u're still loving me
i h0pe i still have a chance to say
"i will hold u tight and never let go u anym0re"
will my wish c0me true
i know its impossible
but
im still waiting
im still h0ping



dear i miss y0u~









Sunday, November 13, 2011

End of ♥


结束了
今天真的完完全全的
结束了我们的
帮我们的故事画上了句号
到了今天我才知道
其实错的是我不是你
是我的任性毁了一切
我真的很后悔
为什么我会那么任性
想起以前你多么的疼我
到现在你对我的冷漠
都是因为我的错
现在后悔已经太迟了
无论做么做都改变不了什么
而我就只好放你走

虽然我们一起的时间不长
可是我们的回忆也不少
你有多么的疼我
我是感觉得到的
只是没想到我的一句话
打碎了你的心
也毁了这段感情
现在的心情
真的不懂要怎么形容
我只懂
我的心好痛好痛
真的挽回不了吗?
我真的不想就将放你走
不想就将结束
因为我还爱你
我真的改了
可是你碎了的心让我们回不了以前


i can feel how much u l0ve me fr0m the way u treat me
 you try y0ur best to give me everything that i wish
and I'll only smile like this when u are with me